PHOTOGRAPHER: SARA LEHTOMAA
MODEL: AINO SCHREY
MAKEUP: SUSANNA MARKKULA
STYLING: SARA LEHTOMAA
This is what I've been working on for the past days. At times very eagerly at others barely keeping it together. I'm not the type of person who is capable of sitting in front of the computer all day, I get restless filled with unease if I don't get up every once in a while. There's no denying that sometimes the phase of editing is incredibly frustrating because of the slow progress (I want my photos to be perfect hence I wont stop before I'm completely satisfied and that is not easily accomplished). I'm not finished with this series though, I've still got half left, unedited. Going to do my best to finish those during this week! I want to thank Aino who was modeling for me and Susanna for creating the perfect makeup for this photoshoot. At the end of the day none of this would I have achieved without those two.
I've been really proud of myself lately. I've done a lot of stuff against my will, like encountering my fear for driving. I had this realization which now enables me to just do it without freaking out about it. And honestly I think this has effected all parts of my life. It's all about getting rid of fear. Fear was like a big dark cloud of anxiety shadowing me pretty much whatever I did, where ever I went. I really feel like it has been present for a huge part of my life clouding my mind creating a constant tension. And now it's gone. For the most part.